My one year is in less than 24 hours. I shouldn’t be nervous, but this is my first real relationship and he’s all that truly matters. I don’t wanna fuss or fight that whole day.

I’ve been with my boyfriend for 8 months. I can’t believe it. I’ve liked him since 9th grade and I didn’t want to be with anyone else. It’s kinda stupid to say, but my dream came true. I get to spend the rest of my life with this man and I’m totally fine with that fact. I loved falling asleep in his arms last night. I love being able to see him when we please. I couldn’t imagine being without him. Probably writing about him on this still. I LOVE YOU BABE!

Extremely bored and hungry, so I’m going to go on a typing spree because I haven’t in a while and I really need to. My life is pretty good, but not completely good yet. I’m better than a year ago. I’m happier, I have someone who cares about me and wants to be there for me anytime of the day. I couldn’t ask for a better boyfriend. No one will replace the space in my heart for where he lays. I finally love my job and I may get a raise. Thanksgiving is gonna be different because I’m spending it with my boyfriend’s family and that is a new expierence. but I’m ready for Christmas! I’m currently writing lists for what i’m getting people. Favorite holiday season.

My boyfriend may not be perfect but he’s perfect for me. I couldn’t ask for anyone else in the world. I will always love him, no matter what. We’ve been through hell and back. I wouldn’t have it any other way. I wake up every morning knowing that atleast one person will love me and always be there. The fights don’t even matter to me anymore because I know we love eachother so much. No one can tell me any thing about him that will cause me to leave. He’s my best friend, boyfriend, and my only reason for being on this earth still. No other man will compare to him. They say you find a man like your father, but I found better. I don’t ever want to be without him by my side ever again. No one will understand how I feel, but then again, I don’t either. Don’t judge me, I’m in love with the man of my dreams.

• Me: So, babe what are you doing?
• Travis: Talking to a really beautiful girl that I'm lucky to have by my side.

It is so hard not being with the person you love and they love you back. Why couldn’t we just not fight all the time? We love eachother but we can’t be back together because we fought over stupid shit, that was all my fault. I’m sorry. I love you. Even though, you’re still in my life, I want more. It’s the most selfish thing I can say, but I don’t give a fuck. I LOVE YOU AND WANT YOU BACK. Even though I’m getting you back, very soon. :/ Love is so difficult.

My bear is coming over, now. I get cuddle and watch movies with him and take care of his hurt foot. I deserve the best girlfriend award.

I dont even care. My boyfriend makes me happy. Everyone says they want a relationship like Savannah and Jared, but I know I have a better relationship. Not putting any shade on them, but our course I’m gonna say that. I’m gonna spend the rest of my life with him. He’s doing improvements of his life for us. We spent 5 days together. I loved it. It made me realized that we’re gonna last. I never really though it, until we had a heart to heart. I’ve never had a better heart to heart. He’s my boyfriend, best friend, lover, and future husband and maybe father of my children. I love him so fucking much, no one would understand our love.